Lately I’ve been feeling like a Debbie Downer! A sour lemon. A Bitter Betty. “The sky is falling, the sky is falling!!” cried Chicken Little.
So I bet you might be wondering WHY I am feeling like this, or maybe you don’t care I guess. Either way I’ll write about it. Because I am slowly discovering one person at a time, that this world I live in, my peaceful little life, is easily upset. As I have grown up, from child to teenager to adult, I have learned that people are disappointing. Over time, the list of people who have disappointed me has grown. Sometimes they’ve had redeeming qualities and over time the disappointment fades away until all that’s left is the other side of the train tracks where are relationship gets solid, after that little broken spot, it becomes solid asphalt again. But some people stay on that list. Now there is no literal list but if there were I feel like lately it might have grown to fill a novel! I wish this were an anonymous blog where I could list fake names and describe some of the ridiculous things that have been said or done.
When people hurt you or those you love – is it even possible to believe in good, anymore?